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Thursday, 05 November 2009
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I keep raising one hand to my mouth and saying, "oh my god," closed eyes. I feel so empty, but then I think about you dancing, or the time we were laughing in the back of that van in China about something funny.
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
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I'm so tired. I can think about the way I should live, but just like everyone else, all I can do is conform to going through the same robotic motions. It's the same cycle. And it won't end anytime soon. Are you really happy? Have you really been what you want for yourself? What happened?
People disappoint me. I disappoint me.
I am so tired.
tired
take me back
Tuesday, 13 January 2009
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I feel like I've hit rock bottom. But it hasn't been the only time I've said this recently. Why can't I get back up?
Things to stress out about: Science fair, homework, art, college, SATs, driving, softball season, my personal health, Chinese school, School grades, punctuality, participation, NAHS, clubs, social being, oh my god
Monday, 23 June 2008
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summer 08 to-do
- take an art class
- finish summer work for history
- and english
- prepare mentally for junior year
- get SAT tutored
- get more drawing skills
- read some books
- learn how to play guitar
- work for holy cross
- stargaze
- meet briana halfway between houses, running
- finish banky
- rediscover happy
- give jay his birthday present
- go to the beach
- twice
- three times
- get organized
- make camp awesome
- get out of the country (with a passport)
- make mmmixes that aren't embarrassing, but great.
damnit
still behind
Monday, 21 April 2008
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Currently Listening
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things
By Jason Mraz
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- Name: Melissa
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/22/2005
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